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[Aug. 20th, 2008|12:12 am] |
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new blog at wordpress. don't know whether i will blog there permanently or what. so just try to catch me! =D
i might be back to livejournal if i don't like wordpress. shall see how!
http://www.niniahdai.wordpress.com
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[Aug. 19th, 2008|04:03 am] |
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cramp cramp cramp...... aRgh!
i can't sleep because i had too much sleep just now.
after we went to mustafa, i slept from around 1am till 5+pm. power. Ds lite is getting boring already. i'm stuck at world 8 in the mario game. cooking mama 2 is getting boring too. bah! lucky i didn't buy one. can save the money for burberry! hahahs!
told mummy about my rib cage tt day. she asked me go see doc and papa heard so he asked what happened. so i told him, and know what he said? =.= as funny and idiotic as always, he asked me to use hammar to knock it back. babababa!
i think my body is very problematic. =((((
i need to see chinese physician for my cramps. if there's still no cure from them, i think i can just die! i should see these few days cos i'm having cramps, but i'm so lazy because by the time baby comes back from work, it's alr 6. don't want him to waste his leave too. so, bah!
irritating. boring. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2008|10:26 pm] |
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past few days had been tortorous. shan't mention.
anyway,mummy is super nice. =D
gave up the thought of buying the gold RL bag few days ago because i'm afraid it's not authentic and i don't want to waste mummy's money. Then when i went back home, sis mentioned she wanna buy the multi colour pony RL bag. and so, i was tempted again. cos she have one authentic one, so when we buy, we can compare to tell whether it's real anot. looked at the website again, and i asked mummy. i asked her how, then she said 'buy lor.'
i was super happy la. so cousin,sis and me ordered one each. =D
but i'm sad because i can't dig any money to buy the AGV full face helmet for baby. =(((
gotta wait for few weeks before my new bag arrives! if it's non-authentic, i'm gonna sell away la!
baby is very interested to buy me the burberry bag. i can tell. he keep telling me 'if never buy 'this', can buy burberry lehs.' hehehehehes.
baby cousin came to our house on sunday. she's super cute la! she almost cried when i showed her the big crayon shinchan. funny. most funny one is when sis wanna take picture of her. she was holding onto one of sis's hp tt is w/o camera. then she was 'taking picture'. sis wanna use her another hp take picture of her but she kept looking elsewhere. so i asked her to 'look here' (pointing to the camera lens). she was standing a distance away, so she stepped forward and put her face closer to the lens and literally 'look at the lens'. i burst out laughing la. super duper cute! and she don't want to talk to anybody. but she finally called us jiejie when we gave her animals shaped biscuits. i love babies la!
today's mummy's birthday! went out for dinner last night. xian dan crabs! gonggong joined us too! =D gugu and little sien went too. sien is very adorable!!!!!! i kept pestering baby to marry me because the baby bonus is damn attractive. deng deng deng! hahahs!
i don't know what to study for branding! so difficult! i can't believe we did so badly for our projects. and i got a C+ for presentation?! CRAP! this is not what we expected! their expectations are too high.... =(((( |
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[Aug. 14th, 2008|01:12 pm] |
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ohh, found out that sg did not launch the gold RL tote at all. that explains more why i should i buy. hahas. kidding. guess i will not get it already. long story.
called baby and told about it yesterday. he said next month, cos now he no money le. then i told him seeing this bag at the price is like seeing a R6'08 at $10k only! and know what he said? he said then use credit card le lors. hahahs. funny fellow. which blogshop accepts credit card la. hahaha. so nvm, i called and ask mummy.
she said okay, but next week then can give me the money. super duper happy. then i kinda like research abt the bag. and i was thinking what if it's fake? no matter how poor i am, i will never ever use fake branded stuff. so i kept thinking. and asked baby's friend, brendon abt it. cos his dad work for RL. and i decided not to get it. if not, if the colour is launch in sg, i can ask his dad help me get it because he said can get 20-30% off. =D
baby said just wait and get the burberry bag instead! and i was thinking maybe can wait for new colours? but after second thoughts, i should save the money for burberry!
end of story!
happy cos i dun have to spend mummy's money. sad because i thought i can have another bag. =(( |
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[Aug. 13th, 2008|02:13 pm] |
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crap crap crap..
saw an online spree speeing on my dream ralph lauren tote. argh!! i have been wanting this colour, but sg doesn't have them anymore. now i saw it online. 100% authentic. i need money!! asked baby to find money to buy it for me, he asked me to find 500$ for him first. baby baby, i really like this bag. u know it cos i have been telling abt this bag sinces ages ago. =(((( i so feel like crying...
photos credits to the blog shop.
ARGH! i want this la! and my dream phone F700.. it's feels so sad to be poor. but i rather be poor than be working my ass off. hahas. |
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[Aug. 13th, 2008|01:14 pm] |
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woke up at 3am and couldn't sleep cos i had a bad dream and i missed baby alot. =(( so i came to his hse at 6am to receive his hugs.
ever since our big quarrel on monday, i had been feeling very insecure. and i dunno why, it got worse last night becos of the 10mins call. ARGH!
but the hugs did make me feel better. i love you baby.. remember ur promise. i love love love u!
when baby buys his R6, i don't mind forking out money to pay for this paintwork... i think it's the nicest paintwork that exist. hahahs. but the scorpion kinda ah nehneh. woooo! nice nice!
baby, wait, when i say i dun mind paying for the paintwork, doesn't mean my burberry bag/lv bag/lv wallet is not valid. it's still valid okay. it's a promise. =D i love this paintwork. but it will look so weird on RVF because of the tail. =(((( nvm, rvf is very pretty now.
baby, quick come back from work. i want hugs!! |
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[Aug. 12th, 2008|05:03 pm] |
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i did this for baby's birthday. proud of myself! hehes.
lovelove!
don't talk to my bf like as if he's yours. =)) |
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[Aug. 11th, 2008|10:14 pm] |
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everything is fine now.
but another issue is up. =((( i may no be able to have a chalet for my birthday anymore. because mummy said my birthday falls on chinese new year. and we sure won't have time for the chalet becos of reunion dinner. and now i'm SUPER sad because i surely CAN'T celebrate my birthday because which restaurant will open on chinese new year!!!!! but good thing is, i may be double blessed by bigger angbao (i hope so). i hinted sis i wan a burberry bag for my birthday. hahah.
i know my birthday is still long, but i wan to plan things and confirmed eveerything. i dislike last min things.
i dunno how!
what should i wish for? i dunno. =(( i only know i die also want the burberry bag. Lv will be 2nd. hehehes. materialism had entered my soul recently.
baby noticed that my rib is out of shape. my left side one is pop out one. anybody got this problem. i guess this is because me and crystal laughed at steph for having 4 breasts tt time during the chalet. hahahs. now i have 3. =(((( something is wrong with me.
and mummy asked if i wanna go to the dentist. baby keep asking me to go too. but since young, i'm very very very afriad of dentist. i hate the smell!! but the pain is very irritating. come and go, come and go.
birthday birthday!
weekend might be going to eat xian dan crabs!!! woooppppiiee!
and sis will be bringing her bf along for parents meeting session. they asked me if he will pass, i said 'NO!'. because of his tattoo. papa sure don't like. and i told them what baby suggested him to say (some parts in hokkien. dun understand then too bad. hahahs) ' uncle, tia wa gong, ji gay si yi shu' they laughed out loud la. hahahs.
and sis is going to explode our new wardrobe! i think a walk in wardrobe also not enough for her! and korkor was jealous when he came back and saw our new wardrobe. ahahas. and mummy is going to buy a similar for him too. hahahs. funny. and yes,i think i got my toothache because of the roc candy. i ate and ate non stop. hahahs. blame who? me? heheehs.
and the other time when we went out to eat, i made laughed too. cos i was too silly when i was young. when i was in pri sch, i had this best friend. she and her siblings were sent to the children's home becos nobody to take care. and i told mummy abt it. then she asked me ' issit far? how to go?' and i thought she wanted to send me there so i was sooo sooo sad for quite some time la! ended up, she just wanted to give our big bag of soft toys to the children's home. =.= and i kept this to myself because i felt very stupid. and until tt day, i told everybody. mummy laughed very loud. =(((
and sis said if mummy were to give us away, the one she wont abandon is me. hehehes. but mummy said all she also won't! of cos la, her flesh and blood lehs. but i kiddingly said 'no, not me. is korkor. cos now he's the most valuable one.' hahahahahs!
rubbish.
i'm still a little sad. i keep thinking of what happened just now. but i will keep this to myself because it's not nice to tell ppl abt this. argh!! i
m still sooo heartbroken. baby, mend my heart but leaves no scars.. i love you! |
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[Aug. 10th, 2008|06:54 pm] |
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woooo! finally going to watch movie with papa and mummy. money no enough 2. supposed to watch last week, but papa was tired. yiipppiee. although watch before le, but i still wanna watch!
baby's on duty. =((
boring.
i believe in retribution. how can they treat their him like that? inhuman. damn angry!
we celebrated our 18th monthsary by going metro expo sales. =((( hahah. kidding, he went there to buy socks. lols. and it was raining very very very heavily. so we ate BK there. yes, our monthsary celebration in the rain. so romantic.
wanted to go town straight, but was raining again on the way. so we stopped at a petrol kiosk to wait till rain stop and then went back home. he went up to bathe and change and we went to town! window shopping. tt's when i decided to buy burberry bag. although gucci is out of my choice, but sis bought one which is like damn nice! i like! hahahas.
burberry bag, burberry bag. but i guess gotta wait quite long cos i haven't buy baby's full face. his agv full face i think i can buy the burberry bag! ahahs , but nvm, cos i love him and i wan him to be happy! =D burberry can wait!
and tt stingy idiot say he will pay half for me. idiot. big fat stingy liar. but nvm, cos i asked him to save more money to marry me. he cnt touch the 5k. hahahahahs! i know i'm dammn kiasu and bad. hahahs.
he's on duty, duty, duty....! =(( damn boring, still got many hours before we can go for movie! |
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[Aug. 10th, 2008|01:51 am] |
korkor is back! and my roc candy are back too! yummy yummy!
baby is intending to change bike within 2 years. its a good news to me! =D cos i MADE him promise me he will buy the LV wallet for me. but now, change alr. i wan the LV bag or burberry bag. i love love love the nova check tote with purse. damn pretty. 1k. hehehes! gucci is out out out! burberry burberry! but i dun think i can get it so soon. =(( will change plan if close friends bought them first. no choice, no money. poor me.
but i asked baby should buy LV or burberry, he said LV. i dunno! LV is old matured. whatever. like as if i'm going to buy tml! craps..
we went 'rounding' yesterday. quite fun, but too little ppl. onli when park at dam is with lots of ppl. damn funny too. rubbish. boring. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2008|02:56 am] |
i don't like xingwang hk cafe. sucks. the food and service are like crap. idiotic. went siglap for our dinner. regretted not going thai express for the curried soft shell crab and the glass noodle. it was just next door la. idiotic, regret!
anyway, came back baby's hse and went bedok 85 after that. met sis there and she passed me her ds-lite. =D stayed for a few more hours as baby was meeting his biker friends. played ds lite all the way till battery empty. borrowed charger from xingyue! thanks!
now it's charging. can't wait to continue my mario! hahahs.
and i suddenly remember something. hahahs. the other day i was playing the ds lite, i played nintendogs. it's a game which i buy puppy and train&play with it. and mummy saw me playing with my puppy, she laughed. hahahs. she asked why can play with it and etc. hahahas. and i showed baby who was at the living room. hahahs. and then i was supposed to train the puppy to sit. so i must use the stylus to pat it's head and say 'sit'. after many times, i said sit and it really sit! damn happy so i showed baby again. and he bloody hell bully my puppy. when he know i was going to say 'sit', he quickly said ' i'm gonna sell u away' to my puppy. i don't know want to laugh or what. and the puppy had this '??' on it's head la. damn cute. stupid bf. hahahahs.
i wanna play my mario,!! |
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[Aug. 5th, 2008|11:41 pm] |
after so long, i finally found a phone i like. i got attracted by the slide up. special right? i've been looking for this kind of hp ever since i watch material girls. pretty pretty. Nokia also have a similar one, N810. but i prefer this! =)))))))
but i wonder if starhub carries this model. =(( gotta go check soon! i'm so happy!
went for my 2nd tennis lesson just now. =D and we went to look for little juventius just now. cutie cutie!
i wanna go home tomorrow to play sis's ds lite. i want ikea's hot dog.
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[Aug. 4th, 2008|09:22 am] |
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i think sis's bf owns a bank. a BIG one. hahahahahas. but i don't benefit anyway. LOLS. damn sad. sis is like so damn rich nowdays. can anyhow anyhow treat us eat mac and buy lots of things. and i mean lots of things.
went back during the weekend and she showed me what she bought. she bought some stuff that i like too. shiok. SHARE SHARE! hahahahahahas. she bought the bebe tank top, adidas limited edition jacket, gucci wristlet, DKNY perfume, DKNY bag, ralph lauren tote bag. she was thinking of changing the gucci wristlet to a bag cos she regretted buying that $680 wristlet which i think is ugly and not worth bag. if it's me, i would rather spend on a bag. and she got psychoed by me. hahahahs. but the bf said, no need change, just buy new one. TELL ME HOW CAN I NOT ENVY!! and now she has a PINK DS lite. i like it very much.
hahahs, anyway, i think baby is funny. sat when i wasplaying the ds lite, baby said if i buy, i sure play for a while and will sians alr. and he wasn't interested with the games at all! and when i was playing mario&sonic at olympics, he asked me to let him try. and he started to play too! hahahs. and i play and play. mario i played till world 5 alr. wahahahas.
then day 2, which was sun. i keep whining to tell him i wan a ds lite too, he said 'ur birthday reach alr anot?' I MADE IT! hahahs, he's gonna buy it for me! hahahahas. i wan the GREEN one. but i think by that time, i should be sians of playing sis's alr and who knows i won't want it anymore. hahaahs.
korkor still isn't back yet. sooo long. my roc candy! =((
got my allowance on the 21st and now i'm pennyless. mummy can read my mind and she gave me some to loosen my fist. ahahas.
and the other day we went out to eat to celebrate baby's birthday.we went 131. when we were ordering the crab, the auntie introduced the xian dan crab. we chose 1 big crab and 1 small crab. and sis was suggesting 1 cook chilli, 1 cook the xian dan. but the auntie said cook both xian dan cos sure not enough. ended up, it was fabulous!!!!!!!! damn damn nice la! i love it alot! i wanna go back there for the crabs! 18th!! mummy's birthday. but sis said mummy's birthday go the thai one. and it's our turn to treat. LOLS. no money. hopefully korkor will be back by then! =)))))
i wan xian dan crabs! was thinking can go eat with baby when we feel like it, but, it's ex. =(( $66 for the 2 crabs. but one of it is like damn BIG! the princer is like the size of my palm, maybe a little smaller only?
borrring, going to school now! |
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[Aug. 1st, 2008|02:02 pm] |
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baby is officially 23years old + 1 day now. hahahahs!
wed he went track. damn sad that i didn't go. =((((( nvm, there will be a next time. they said till like it's damn interesting la. wasted wasted wasted, stupid presentation. anyway, presentation went well. GREAT! seems like baby enjoyed himself, i'm happy!
his birthday was spent on cutting cake, to mustafa, sleep, wake up, go vivo to walk arnd and buy movie tix,came back home to take my cardigan and he wanna change to slipper, go teoheng for k-session, dinner at astons,bugis to meet xingyue&jeremy and rushed to vivo for movie. money no enough 2 is damn nice. touching and funny. hahahahs! i was the first to wish baby happy birthday and i was the last too! =))
sorry baby, i don't have enough money to let you enjoy yourself. but, ur full face will be coming sooonnnn!! lovelove.
today is really damn sians. the weather sucks. but it's good too, cos wed we went swimming and my tan line is back. =D i love it when baby hold my hand and i just relax in the pool, and he will pull me around. damn shiok. hahahahs. i know we i damn childish, but it's really damn fun. hahahas.
i feel like going town today. but dunno baby wanna bring me down anot. i wanna go gucci see their new designs. sis said they have new designs alr, and she bought one of their wristlet. and i think she's dumb. hahahs, but whatever. and the main motive to go down, is to eat durian pancake la! hahahahas!
was walking to the bus stop just now, and received weilin's msg 'nini, got no lecture'. i don't know i should be happy or sad. hahahs. so i u-turned and walked back to baby's hse. hahahs. damn funny. luckily i wasn't on the bus la! hahahs. blur us, didn't check student guide.
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[Jul. 28th, 2008|05:24 pm] |
retail branding presentation is done! =D retail branding report and sales mgt presentation and we'll be done for projects! i can't wait!
oh ya, baby sais man are transformed from apes and woman are transformed from PIGS. LOLS, idiotic. hahahs. ignore him..
sat me and baby woke up early and went downstairs to eat nasi lemak. it's damn nice la. and we saw little juventius. cutie. baby managed to carry him and hold his hands. he said his hands damn small. hahahs. i can see baby will be a good papa in the future! =)) wahahahs.
and we went vivo after searching around for his racing gloves. as usual, we went pet safari. we saw this poodle. damn ugly la. hahahas. the fur like ...... see already i feel like killing it, but it's funny to look at it. okay, contradicting. hahahs. and i love the chowchow la!! was like telling baby if we bad mood, look at chowchow and we can laugh alr. really it's like u look at the chowchow, u will smile la. damn damn cute. ahahas. and he was like jumping and jumping and he fell and landed with his 4 legs up. damn cute. and he act cool.. treat nth happen and lie down. hahahs. super cute! and i love the shih tzu. argh!! baby said it's a good idea to have a chowchow. its 3.2k. omg.damn cute damn cute. ahahhs.
walk around and went to meet xingyue and jeremy to buy the guy's racing gloves. then baby fetched me to adele's se at bishan. did projects. i was damn satisfied with myself. hahahs. her rabbit is damn cute! =)) ended quite late and went back to my hse after tt. mummy baked cupcake. she said she baked cos i was going back. damn nice. hehehs.
sunday, project at bugis. ended quite early.
sis said mummy wanna go out eat on sat to celebrate baby's birthday. =)) damn nice. kinda happy to have a happy family, more happy because they are treating baby as one of us. *shy* hahahahs. and sis bought baby a present too! a lacoste tee. damn lucky him. everybody loves him, nobody loves me. =(((((
i love the calbee's new titbits, JAGABEE. it's damn nice, but ex la. one small bottle $2. bought one for baby to try! hehehs.
sales mgt presentation on wed. SCARED!! sales mgt test next monday! =(((
baby's birthday on thurs! i wan him to choose a place to eat good food. but he insist on eating astons. ARGH! |
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|04:48 pm] |
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was thinking alot of things last night. =(( ended up having nightmares. boo!
anyway, i was thinking of going for couple makeover. couple photoshoot! yiiipiie! damn sweet la. hahahs. capture our par-tor-ing moment. sweet sweet love. told baby about it and he was like ' ...........'. but after my 'sa jiao-ing' he said 'ok la ok la. ' HAPPY!! i wanna go couple makeover.! searched online and saw one place which i think it's not bad. located at le meridien hotel. but i guess we gotta wait for a few months cos now we are super broke! i can't wait! hehehehs! |
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[Jul. 24th, 2008|04:25 pm] |
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We came back to woodlands last night. slept late and woke up early. So sleepy. Woke up around 7, baby prepare for work while I prepare for project meeting. Train-ed to bishan alone and met up the rest to adele’s house. I love her rabbit! So cute! Hahahs. Make me think of rayni. =(( wonder how is rayni doing, she must have grown bigger now. Did serious work and complete around 12+. Train-ed home alone again.
Wanted to go town, but so lonely. =(( no friends, sis busy and baby duty. Told baby abt it and he was very sweet. He told me ‘ don’t worry, my heart is with you. =)) ’ super sweet! Love you baby!
Real bored la!
Relationship is fragile, so are lives. Random, just thought of this all of a sudden. Hahas. Parents are so worried about korkor, but me and sis can’t tell them anything. Damn stressed. Sighs. Damn saddening, everytime I think of it, I feel like crying man! i’m soo scared baby will leave me. =((((((( |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2008|06:06 pm] |
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we went to watch red cliff at downtown just now. quite nice, but kinda irritating cos there's no ending. have to wait for part 2. boring.. and the worse part is, the carpark fee was like 5 dollars ++! hello? we're not driving a car!! damn ridiculous. rather take the risk and park at pathment lors. heart kinda ache after we left the carpark. cos we purposely chose a weekday to watch cos baby really wanna watch the movie but we're very very poor. sighs, damn heart pain!
and yes, we went to book baby's birthday cake yesterday. LOLS, i know i'm damn not romantic. hahahs.where got ppl ask the birthday boy to acc her go order his cake one. hahas. aiya, cos i lazy to go myself. parkway lehs! so far. hahahas. ride bike 15mins onli ma. hehhehes!
and baby suddenly wanted to go prawning, yes, the expensive hobby. and he made me cry by keep disturbing me with the baby catfish. keep saying wanna overcome my fear for fish. i was damn scared and he keep put the fish in front of my face, and naturally, i cried. LOLS. i know i'm scaredy cat. but fish are really disgusting! eeeew! anyway, we ended up sleeping at home and no prawning because xingyue was tired. good also la, cos this morning we were like saying 'lucky never go, if not won't have enough money eat.'
i miss rayni la! =((((((( |
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[Jul. 21st, 2008|09:33 am] |
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i used 1 whole pack of wet tissues to clean baby's room. note, only baby's room. i'm selfish, i know. LOLS,be glad i cleaned your room! compare mine and baby's room and u will know why. hahas. mine is super messy la. the dust in baby's room is like super thick. and although he just washed the fan like few months ago, the fan is like few years never clean alr. very terrible. and since i have no lesson today and i'm not tired, i decided to make him love me more. he said i should do this every week cos it's my future roon too. crazy. firstly, u think i got the time and mood to clean it weekly? secondly, i want our own HOME, not room! thirdly, i already treat this as my room. forthly, we'll need a maid. wahahahahs!
fan washed, curtain taken down & washed, whole room wiped, bed sheet changed and washed washing, comforter washed, and room vacuumed! satisfaction!
i'm so gonna bath now and enojoy the air con. i know it's breaking the rules to on the air con, but baby said 'go take a bath, drink water den on air con slp lo..' =)) permission given. hehes.
yesterday me and baby spent almost $0. damn shiok. woke up and ate the cold cold prata. mummy bought long ago and we woke up very late. hahas. baby woke me up saying ' baby, wake up eat. ur mummy bought lo ti bao lam pa'. i don't want to wake up but i laughed and laughed so i woke up. hahahs. funny baby.
after food, watched tv a while and i start to get tired again. hahahs. i woke up like less than 2hours ago. hahahs. so went to take a nap. woke up, bathed and went to buy 4D. i had the feel, but never strike. when is my turn! =((
deposit money and went back home. my bank is full now! but it's my school fees. hahahahs! it's gonna be gone tml! =(( actually i was thinking mummy really trust me alot. she let me stay at aunt's hse, baby's hse and she's not afraid that i will skip school, take the school fees and spent on other stuff. i'm a grown up already, yippiee! TRUST is the key to FREEDOM! hahahs. =)) happy la.
oh ya, sis told me a bad news. real sad about it. whywhywhy? long r/s really doesn't mean eternity. a 4-5 years relationship can just end like that. just 3 simple words ' no feeling anymore' can end the r/s. it's a r/s that almost turn out to be a happy marriage. proposed but not yet engaged and etc because he got no time and got sent to australia for training. damn sad. and baby had been agreeing on this ' long r/s doesn't mean won't break'. i agree too. i don't dare to trust so much. seriously, i'm still afraid. sometimes i will imagine baby having another gf and etc. hahahs. damn silly, but i'm just scared u know? phobia? but i love baby and i know he won't betray me. and of cos i won't betray him too! =))
i have no friends, but i have baby! =))
papa won a little money for 4D last night. lucky papa got check cos mummy didn't see properly and said never strike. hahahs, then papa checked himself and there's the number! blur mummy. hahahs. and mummy gave me $50. told papa i wanna cut hair and he ask me take from mummy. =D and before hand, mummy already gave me another $30+. happy cos we don't have to suffer to much this week! but we still gotta suffer abit cos baby need to go for driving lesson. =))
end of crap le, i wanna go bath! hehehs, i miss baby!
how can i forget to mention this! last night baby bought 3 durians! wahahahas! cheap and quite nice! =D |
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[Jul. 17th, 2008|10:17 pm] |
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seriously, i felt quite offended. it's not the problem of being left out. don't bother to ask for the sake of asking me to join, since u all will forget me anyway. i know it's tiring to keep asking go out and all my answers are rejections. i don't want to be so busy either. it's just my fault to be in TP. it's my fault to have an aunt and bf who live in bedok so i can stay at their hse during weekdays. it's my fault for being too sticky to my bf. whatever reasons, i have only myself to blame. i just felt offended. just dun ask for the sake of asking again.
i know my friend had been telling them about me living at bf's hse and whatever. i knew it when they asked me 'so which is ur bf's hse? bedok?' i was left speechless and i knew must be someone speaking behind me back. =)) there's nothing to deny cos i don't mind. so what if i stay at my bf hse? tt doesn't mean anything and definitely doesn't mean i'm loose. we're adults, we know how to think. =))
whatever. it makes me feel better too cos i don't have to decide whether to go.but i still feel offended. i don't blame anybody, i just blame myself. tt's all. |
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